The colour was labelled as “ocean blue.” You can clearly see that the colour has layers and other colours which build up to create a dark blue. Just like society and people including me, just because I might look ‘blue” on the outside doesn’t mean I not built up of purple, light blue or yellow. People are way to past to judge not giving people a change to build a relationship so you can see the different layers. Just because someone seems happy, doesn’t mean they are, there just doing what society has taught them.
Where do you look? Where is your focus? I look upwards always, looking back is always blocking on the future. I look at my aim as the only motivator for life right now. I want to be successful. Looking forwards and upwards helps to keep me on track, without falling. People can try to tell you where too look, no matter the situation, but if you don’t go for what you want or you instinct: even if its the wrong idea, you will never learn. Without negative there is no such thing as a positive.
My relationship with positivity is a hard one that I struggle to keep up with. Surrounded by social media, parents who don’t understand the 20th century, bitchy girls, stupid lads and a ton of pressure its hard to stay positive. Despite this I find it very easy to fake positivity. Crack a smile, always respond, be nice and look interested. Society teaches us that you should always smile and always be happy. “ Smile let me take a picture.” But what is a hot dog without the sausage.
There are always two sides to every story. Apart from blaming him, whos judging, you are also to blame. Unless you put all sides of you into the light none will see all the sides. And therefore your giving people a reason to faulse judge. There is always someone to blame but accidents happen. I dont show anyone my real side. Im judged becuase of how confident I seem “shes so cocky,” “shes so full of her self,” “shes stuck up her arse,” “who does she even think she is.” When you don't even know my full story.
Where do you chose to look?Most imporantly what do you focus on , the good, the bad, or the ugly. Where you chose to look will define your perception of many things. Do you look at someone based upon something you was told and judge them? Or do you get to know them yourself before you judge? As human beings its second nature to judge eveything, thats just how the world is and the sooner we accept that the better.
Unfortunately for you, and me, there is this thing called imperfections. It means you don’t fit what society tells you is “perfect.” Gladly or not the ‘perfect’ person is impossible to create. You will have at-least one part of you that fits the character profile, but you will still never be good enough. Top left of my forehead is a scar. I did this by smacking my head on a metal shelf. The milk spots around that.. The dry skin under my eyes. The hair on my face.
Concertration depends on the substance. In a high school gossip spreads like paper on fire, molded, torn and broken until the person is burnt down. When something blocks movement in the substance the gossip can be stopped. The blocker is maturity. Things can travel so fast its hard to stop them, but social media forces people to talk and spread even outside of the substance. You belive all the things you hear becuase why not? But depending on your relationships of your perception of the matter, will depend on weather it is actually true.
The controversial bottle. Without even thinking about the concept I said this bottle was half empty to my friends, then when I realised what I has just said, I sounded so stupid the bottle is practically full. Sometimes when you know that saying something a certain way you can do it to persuade other people you have trates of something with you problem don’t. This is something that annoys me so much. You can think that living with mental health is easy, until you experience it.
Planting the seed bring a large deal of pressure with it. When you are different you don’t fit in. You raise you child and they become who they are due to how you raise them, from their characteristics, their morals are all defined by you. What do you do if you raise a child who is different You can be responsible for years of bulling and torture. I mean its okay to be different, but that my perception, and not everyone thinks like me. Its okay to be different.
(in conjunction with the image to the right) The perception depends on the angle. Beauty is defined by you, not by a magazine, by photoshop, by your enemy or your bestfriend. But the eyes of the reader. But does that mean it okay for you to make a judgment based upon what you see? Based upon your angle? This is the same jar taken at the same time, but yet beauty is defined by the angle.
There is always more than one direction with every path, even if it looking like their is two, there are many hidden. You have to chose you direction. You can work as hard as you want to go in the direction you want however as much as you want it, it may not be the right chose. Your path shall be chosen for you. But fight for what you want. Hypocritical I know but that’s how the world is. You might as well get used to it now before its too late.
( in conjunction with the image to the right) The room is the same with out without you. You make no difference sat there. None bothers when your no there and nones cares when you are. None begs when you refuse and none responds when you leave. As you sit and watch what everyone else is up to wishing they had begged you to go, nut knowing you would be sat on the couch wishing you was at home in bed.
You look at the main people, the main point but you fail to see everything else. The emptiness surrounding the subject. The subject can bleed and influence others but will never be the subject, no matter how hard you can try to be the subject, your always a copy. Being on the outside isn’t bad thing, in-fact you avoid drama, but feel left out. No matter where you place your self you going to get hurt, that just the way the world is. None knows how to control them self. Everything you do will have an effect on someone if that’s positive negative or both.
Structures can be one of the most important things that keep the world going, not only do they hold a building up but they define a path and define a focus. A line can lead to all sorts of places weather you chose to follow the one that falls off the map or one that ends dead in the centre, it will lead you. Some times a bit of guidance is all you need. A structure can provide this for you, but can too much structure over power the building and make it ugly?
THE TOE COMPLEX EXPLAINED: Iv never had a problem with feet. Everyone seems to however. Once person desw like feet therefore reacts to them. Someone else sees the attention somoene else gets from not likeing feet so also descieds to not liike feet anymore. Next thing we know we have a growing community of people who have decided they dont like feet anymore. This makes everyone else think that there is something disgusting about toes.
It is easy to look at the poeple around us and be jelous, then hide behind things. Things may look perfect in other peoples lives but you dont see everything, you have a diffrent perception than the person living, you also have diffrent ideas and thougths so what oyou may think is perfect another doesnt. What you may see in someone, someone else sees that in you.
Dodging things that can trigger or send you off track you is hard. They can completly suck you in. Or completly send you the oppsoite way. The fear of being back in that place is what makes you an intovert. its easier to avoide every situation than to walk into one then to try fight your way out. Therefore forcing you to have resistnace towards the world. Once a barrier is created overcoming it can be very difficult and seem vertically impossible.
Where are you looking right now? Where will you be looking tomorrow? Im looking forward to going home and lying in bed and thinking about a real reason to try anymore. You can try to look up all you want but society and eveyone will change your direction, but still where do you look? Eye linex are blocked, covered and sometimes are gave assistance with lenses, some stronger than others. But even after all that, where do you look?
There is something about a thin sharp needle and a thread that makes you feel so empty. You can get so wound up in eveything that one dday u can just snap and your left feeling shorter than ever, like a peice of you is juts missing. That feeling always seems to be stiched back up though, but its never the same. You can be pearced and no matter if its big or small the hole will never heel. Yet again can be stitched up, but its ever the same.
Is hiding, a weakness or just a game? You can think that hiding is easy but you can quickly run out of places to hide until you backed into a corner. Sometimes if you stay hidden too long it also becomes hard, the dark gets darker, the thoughts get scarer and the spiders get closer. If you occasionally step into the light and move around a little before you find another place to hide the game can get easier. The dark doesn’t seem as dark, The thoughts can be handled and put at rest and the spiders become just as sacred as you are.
It can be so easy to just wash things away. But one problem can easily become someone else’s nightmare. No matter how hard to try to drown or bury something, its still going to be there in the water or the ground. Accidents and mistakes happen and without them you won’t learn, there a good thing. However, sometimes you can go too far and ruin everything. so make sure you think of the consequences before you do things.
It can be hard to not get sucked in by sociatal groups and steriotypes. You see people fall into holes like that but as horibble as it to sit on the side lines and watch sometimes you have to let them go through it to make them strong, to help them find themself , and hopefully you will have people to do the same for you. Your experiences define who you are.
Does the society create evil or are you born evil? Do you become a killer or are you born one? I think once you enter the world your experiences but mainly your childhood define your characteristics and how you see the world. Every-time you do you something that defines who you are, there would have been some event or person in your childhood who has influenced you to have that characteristic. The relationship you have with that person/event defines how strong that characteristic is.
Forming new life can be so easy. Once the seed has been placed and the root has sprouted here comes the problems. Would you ever abandon a child, you own? Or i dismiss a child? Personally I don't understand how someone can't love something they brought into the world. Even if they do love them, do anything to jepodise their future, thier relationships, or anything. If your son/daughter died would you be upset? Why? Because he/she is your son or daughter? Because you have to be?
You have to spice it up abit. Its like being in a relationship, if theres nothing to keep you intrested and the everything is the same you get bored and quckily lose intrest. If you had some colour to every situation you keep you instrest, your desire. The desire to keep on going is what keeps you here and what some might descirbe as a strong person. If you lose that desire what even are you anymore? What is your worth without desire?
Change can be a good thing. But you should never change to make anyone else happier. Only change for yourself. An event is the most likely thing to make you change. You learn you can become stronger, your eyes can be opened to new things and therefore you change and change is a good thing. However some people are unable to accept that. This is when you lose relationships. But if you cant see the and accept the reason why someone has changed the relationship you have with that person isn’t a worthy one of.
Having different feelings can be hard. Should you have to explain yourself every time someone asks? Do you have to act a certain way in order to be classed? Or do you have to look a certain way? Then what happens if you don't match any of that, but the feels are there? Too many questions that nor me, you or google can answer. But all I do know is no matter the outcome you will be judged anyway.
It can be easier to endure physical pain to ease mental pain. Unless you have been through that you won’t understand it. It can be easy for someone who has no understanding to tell you your stupid, your weak, and you have no right. But for a person who understands what their doing it is an in-site into what is to come. Even the day after when your head feels like its not attached to your body. Even the week after when you remember you have to wear a coat in 20 degrees.
It can be very easy to start following the grain. I think its good to get inspiration but once you copy that when you start to fail. Its like: your graphic designer but you like the look of a fine art drawing, so you decide to copy. Your a graphic designer not a fine artist, you cant draw that well therefore the art work wont be as good as the fine artists. Instead take inspiration, from the lines, the shading, the material but don’t copy, because you cant create something that isn’t yours.
I think the speed of development can effect all relationships. Like you can try to cook an egg on a higher temperature for a shorter amount of time but the egg will never be cooked to perfection, and the water will go everywhere. But then does slow and steady always win the race? But is gut feeling the one? Or is that some stupid shit some random old guy once told his daughter?
Finding a group of people who you would go to the end of the earth for is hard. You have to go though the bad relationships to appreciate the real ones, and at the end of the week its who is there to congratulate and help you with the good but also bring you up and help you though the bad. Just make sure the relationship is going both`ways.